A post during boring nite shift

Boring night shift...fed myself with not-so-nice but warm MC D chicken porridge as light dinner as i gotta work til 9pm...how i wish there's a chinese porridge stall nearby the work place...so i can have it every nite...
Fell in love with this bread lately. It has a cute name called "Egg White Angel" hehehehe...yeah made from pure egg white only....like sponge cake light bread with a lil sweetness, Nice! I believe im not the only fan of it as 4 out of 5 days i head to the bakery for the it its sold off...but now i get to "reserve" the breads as i was given the contact number of the bakery and the worker kakak there to check it out before i head there. Heheh. Bought extra today as i would like mom to try it out.

Talk about Mrs Choong. Lately she'd made us all worried as she'd just discovered she has high blood pressure. Feels ill when it strikes...now onwards have to be strict on food intakes and lifestyle...lately whenever there's prawns, egg yolk, fat meats (well all these used to be our usual meals) i'll warn her not to take...so far she's been good, we've been having lotsa veggies during our dinners~ she's not just worrying that she'll feel ill when the high blood pressure strikes...also worried that she might not be able to work to sustain the family financial when she's ill...Mom i really salute you. I might not be the one who can solve all your problems but i will try to minimize your pressure. The father plays an important role too. When daughter is ill, need to take care...when wife is ill, need to take care...you know everytime i 'shang xiang' to the Choong family nenek moyang i'd always pray..."please bring good health to the family and wish everything goes well, family members all safe and sound"...im not asking for wealth or strikes TOTO/MAGNUM4D/whatesover but good health for the family please. I just wish everyone stayes well.

Mrs Choong is tougher than her little daughter for sure...or shall i say life experiences made oneself tougher and im not enough of it yet. She had a cut on her finger last nite but she take it as nothing...wipe wipe, squeeze zqueeze out the blood and just let it be. The daughter gets nausea when there's finger cuts...even a tiny one (bloody hell i really dont know why)...Damn you should really start to grow up Ms Christine. Noted? Yeah.

p/s: i looked back into the "me" 10 years ago, find that im tougher now. I hope to look back again into myself 10 years later and proudly found out that im then much tougher than i am now. God Bless.

a weekday off

seems like light blue has turned into dark blue.

had dinner with a high school mate last nite at Pizza Uno... we had a long conversation though most of the time i was the listener...maybe thats what friends are for, sometimes you just need someone to talk to/be there to listen...with patience.

we had Romeo Special Pizza and AntiPasto platter...glad that my friend had a bigger tummy than i do, thank him for finishing up 70% of the foods =) next session is my turn to treat yea. i was kindda hungry so when the foods came and i totally forgot to take some pics...i know, my blog is soooooo dull.

recieved text mssg from a high school senior asking my well being and updates...he says the last time he spoke to me i was about to take up driving lessons...i was like, omg, THAT long ago.... from learning to drive to getting the licence to trying to drive a little to ter-bang ppl's car's side mirror to i stop driving for a long period to i finally made up my mind to get my own car to now im flying here and there with my grey baby...guess it has been ages since i last met up with this friend of mine...happy for him that he's finally found his love, in my memory his love life wasnt smooth back then.

its funny now you look back and realise things has past just with a blink of eye...but when you were stuck in it, its like never ending...

can i have a time machine to speed up the bad times and slow down my pleasure moments? where are you Doraemon? sigh.

Sigh

well well well.
things goes exactly what i've predicted...few years back. how pathetic....how pathetic.
i asked myself, how do i feel?
frankly i feel disappointed but not as much as i used to. as i mentioned, i've predicted it to happened this way i guess im kindda...prepared for this. you know, sometimes having much hope wil leads to disappointment and..vise versa.
i love them stil, but they're really not giving me a break it seems.

thankful. at least at this moment its stil bearable....i pray god gives me strength to bear whatever it comes.

tanned skin

was waiting for baby to go dinner together at ss2 d other day, i reached early and parked next to a park, where it has basketball court for the teenagers to have games...i normally stay in car while waiting for someone to meet up with but instead of waitting for baby in car i actually went down to the park...

saw a group of teenage girls playing basketball..all of them with tanned skin, sweating, energetic. guess they plays outdoor often...seeing them reminds me of my high school days...hehe you must be thinking since i says they reminds me, must be i was like them, enjoy outdoor sports, active life style, healthy body...but in fact, i was the opposite side of them...i hardly join any sport games, i hardly go for outdoor activities and my skin have alwiz been fair like a white chicken! =p

looking at them i was thinking to myself...if i was like them, my health definitely will be better....unlike the old me, weak like a tauhu made girl, made my parents worry all the time.... =) but now im learning to stand on my own...to take care of myself...and to improve...

i wanna be a healthy fair skin chicken! hehe