Sigh

well well well.
things goes exactly what i've predicted...few years back. how pathetic....how pathetic.
i asked myself, how do i feel?
frankly i feel disappointed but not as much as i used to. as i mentioned, i've predicted it to happened this way i guess im kindda...prepared for this. you know, sometimes having much hope wil leads to disappointment and..vise versa.
i love them stil, but they're really not giving me a break it seems.

thankful. at least at this moment its stil bearable....i pray god gives me strength to bear whatever it comes.

weekend's get-away

Countdown 5 days more to our short trip to Bukit Tinggi!!

we'll be enjoying the cool breeze(i guess) there, hugging the bunnies at bunny park, tasting the japanese foods, snaping nice pictures as memory....it should really be an energy charging trip, temporary throw away all the stress and shits at work...hehe just relax. and pray that we dont get into those small silly quarrels we have once in a blue moon before the trip hohoho.

at the same time its countdown 4 days more to closing sales for April'09...well i didnt do as well as i did in the past 2 months but i've done my best and im cool of it....i've hit the minimum target as well as boost it up bit higher figure to get higher % of commission in order for me to survive better in future month. the family financial is stil quite tension...i really gotta work harder or at least...consistantly work on it to help out.

Mother's day is around the corner, dear's treating mom and the family out for dinner. thanks for his caring act and myself gonna prepare red pocket...as usual. lol as for his mom...hmmm....scratching my head now...let me think about it.

Cheers =)

Chill, Please.

oh my god. the weather lately has been so so freaking HOT and HUMID...making ppl feeling so uncomfortable and kindda sick...

im actually on my off day today but in order to meet a few clients, i came to work...as i reached the club i saw the reception area was crowded than as usual and i saw someone lying on sofa, with wheelchair next to her and there's a doctor....i tot which tai-tai fainted...who knows it was my colleague from gym department, they says she fainted due to over heaty....gosh, big thanks to d super hot weather...

had a busy 'day off' clients issues, clients complaints...urgh. hectic. its month end, no choice gotta work harder to chase sales...there goes my precious day off. sigh. sigh. SIGH.

havent been zzz ing well lately..a lot weird weird dreams...that makes me restless....

i neeeeeeeeeeeed a break. or, at least a good sleep? =(

annoyed

Monday Blue + Stress + noise pollution by a '38' is making me soooooo annoyed. Till i gotta close my door to minimize the noise. god damn it sometimes some ppl just cant keep their mouth shut huh? i wonder did anyone ever taught you to be less '38'. &%$#@

hate it here. *Sobs*

half of April has gone

time flies and its past mid month of April already. oh my god.....my sales target this month is still far far away......guess i'll just opt for achieving the minimum target, or else im gonna stress myself up the wall! sometimes the harder i try, the harder i achieve and the worse i'll feel...so, cant do much on it i guess.

had a nice weekend with baby, had nice foods, had some own sweet times, took some outdoor portraits on Sunny Saturday morning and so on...thats what weekends are for anyway. tough im back to work today but am actually stil on weekend relaxing mood...its HK Movie Award tonight, gonna watch it at baby's place.

wish times flies today and when clock strikes i'll be free from work! hehe

p/s: i wonder have anyone noticed that it has been raining for continously few Sundays already...hmmm.

Tiring Wednesday

its mid month consultants meeting @ The Weld...drove down to KL in d early morning with eyes half close...zzz... traffic Jam as usual...making me more sleepy....

LONG AWAITED....permanent parker pass....got it by coincidence, guess my name and contact is stil on waiting list but god knows how long i gotta wait with taking turns...hohoho.

previous owner of this card was a quite good looking guy but stil a guy who does not take good cares of the card so when he handed it to me the card was.....yellowish with some stains on it...i believe it used to be WhiTE! so i did some cleaning job on the card and attached a cute little weird pink to it in order to suits ME! hehe.
now i have 2 tags in my grey baby, one to enter home, one to enter work place. =p


dont know whether its stressed or improper postures....im having bad back and shoulder aches...wonder how to work til 8 pm today.....SIGH decided to go on off day tomorrow...body's complaining~

stil, Cheers for whatever its good :)

tanned skin

was waiting for baby to go dinner together at ss2 d other day, i reached early and parked next to a park, where it has basketball court for the teenagers to have games...i normally stay in car while waiting for someone to meet up with but instead of waitting for baby in car i actually went down to the park...

saw a group of teenage girls playing basketball..all of them with tanned skin, sweating, energetic. guess they plays outdoor often...seeing them reminds me of my high school days...hehe you must be thinking since i says they reminds me, must be i was like them, enjoy outdoor sports, active life style, healthy body...but in fact, i was the opposite side of them...i hardly join any sport games, i hardly go for outdoor activities and my skin have alwiz been fair like a white chicken! =p

looking at them i was thinking to myself...if i was like them, my health definitely will be better....unlike the old me, weak like a tauhu made girl, made my parents worry all the time.... =) but now im learning to stand on my own...to take care of myself...and to improve...

i wanna be a healthy fair skin chicken! hehe

HK Dramas

Basically im a quite boring person...i dont have much hobbies, not really into any particular activities....but i like dramas...especially HK dramas...though some ppl feels that HK dramas is too real to life sometimes sad endings stress u out but to me i actually enjoyed it.

dont u think its kindda like...stepping into other ppl's life?dramatic stories around each topic brings out different message.

unlike taiwanese dramas....i mean most of the(not all) those so-called IDOL dramas....hardly a meaning there and funny ppl making funny faces thats all.

well everybody has different preference but taiwanese dramas just not my cup of tea.

been working night shift today. 9am to 9 pm is definitely not pleasent hours...yawn...cant wait to go home...to continue my HK drama...

Cheers.

Night out @ Quattro

freezing at Winternice to hugnot a fan of clubbing but stil it was nice hanging out at nite spot once a while with some friends =)
our next round will be K session!

Sales Circle

As i've been in d beauty line the past few years i'd been dealing with sales issues...especially now as a sales consultant, im focusing on sales...imagine, a big club. 90%of sales come from my department, beared by 4 of us...3 'lovely' colleagues plus myself.

i've only joined less than half a year but i've already been working very hard, climbing to achieve the target, at the same time, of course, achieving my cash..

at times its really hectic, times dont wait, every after i've closed a month sales, hit my target, the next day it starts a brand new month with higher target, tougher jobs.
no doubt money is really important, no matter for myself, for the family...but sometimes i really wish to slow down my steps...take a good look around and give the stressed out body a rest, especially Diarrhea and colon infection thingy put me on MC for about 1 week last month, i've been reminding myself to listen to my own body, treat it well as im gonna use it till the very last day of my life.

maybe that's why i've been a bit slow down this month...though im worried of the figure...but i do understands that sometimes, the harder u want things to be, the tougher it seems to achieve so, lets take a break then!

ppl says writting helps to release stress, in fact i used to have writting as my hobby, well i hope it does helps!Cheers