This bad.

I had a really bad morning at work.

The first time, for the first time i have the resign thought ever since joining the company. I've never had this thought no matter how exhauted i work, how ridiculous the fussy clients treats me or other difficulties i face.

Can u imagine that?

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Why?

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(Not)Good Morning

I started my day in a blur.

With some mess from club due to operator MIA. Client ffk and led me further away from my target. Driving without concentrating to work...and worse of all, left my credit card at d HSBC cash dept machine(!)Thank god HSBC is just next door that it wasnt too late for me to ran back and claim back my credit card.

Colleague greeted me good morning and i responded 2 minutes later...she was like "Are u ok? waken up yet?" well i guess partly nope. Zzz stil.

9 more hours to go at work...God Bless.

Bloody

I hate cuts, i gets uneasy and sometimes nausea from seeing and 'feeling' cuts.

I had one yesterday..pretty bad, hurts at the cuticle area and 'mosquitoe rice' streaming out of the wound....eww..a client came in and sees me in the mess of clearing the dirty bloods out of my wound..telling me she had a similiar cut few weeks back end up the injured finger got swollen... @_@

Thanks Vivian for accompanying me to Watson to buy Hansaplast...came back went to gym area to disinfect my wound as they have safety kit there...almost accidently use a bottle of expired Savlon(exp year 2004?!!) thank god got Dettol stil(not expired, of course)

So now my wound is stil wrap up to avoid further injury....Sigh~

B.L.U.R

Sunday should really be an off day. why am i at work now? Thanks to PW, has transformed me into a workaholic.

Im so blur today....even blur-er this morning....when i was at my doorstep i took out my car key trying to unlock front gate .......then, when i was on d way to work i met this cute little dumbo car Proton Tiara WGV 462X drove by an uneducated moron who thinks speeding in housing area is a good thing and smoking in d car is so damn cool. This moron beh tahan my speed so he tried to moved in front of me but failed the 1st time, almost knocking another car nearby...2nd time he did it, almost knocking my car..well, i was so sleepy to bother him so i just let him sped of lor since he was so in rush to hell....then the funny part was we stopped by at the same traffic light, the light wasnt really working so Mr smoking moron stopped but when i look at the working light it was actually green so my car and others just go ahead while Mr smoking moron later on realise he was stopping at green light like an idiot. rush rush rush stil have to stop, some more stop stupidly tim...beh tahan.

so as usual i went to tapao my lunch at TTDI, as usual saw the pair of old uncle auntie having breakfast there so loving... =)

reached MT stil very blur....went into lift in B1....suppose to press for 1 button to go to first floor but pressed B1 instead....waited....then, eh why the lift not moving....? ................

p/s: due to all the above, i must go home later to catch some sleep...

bin tai lou

it was our usual sisters outing last nite, at our usual spot Bangsar. had dinner at Sakae Sushi *at first confirms having Korea foods but due to my sore throat we'd changed spot to have something light and less heaty* due to Em's craving for Mc D we've headed to Mc D after Sakae and there was where this stupid incident happened.

we picked a table at window side on the upper floor of Mc D....continued our chit chat n stuff....laughters and so on....till i notice awkward expression on my sisters' faces....and they were whispering to me so softly i couldnt hear but somehow hinting me to have a look out of the window to the car just below...out of curiousity i looked and WTF there was this guy driving a Myvi in Moca colour stopped by the road below and look up at us at the same time.........having fun with his small brother. @#$%.....can u imagine that?! this guy must be soooooooooooooooooooo damn hungry of sex huh. Emily says this car acutally stopped by at that same spot at least 4 times, each time when he passed by he'll stopped then when there's cars coming behind he'll drove away but come back stil...continously same circle. till the last time we noticed he was actually having his own pleasure down there....inside his car... *shakes head*

after that we switched to another table but we didnt stay there long like what we usually did....cuz each of us gotta drive home alone its pretty scary what if Mr Hungry followed any of us home? hmmmm. we sent each other to our own cars then drove home, texted each other to make sure everyone went home safe.

thanks to Mr Hungry spoilt our girls night out.

p/s: Damn he's driving the same car as mine. shame on him.

wrong supper intake

mom's dessets that contains coconut milk gave me a suffering long nite. my tummy is sensitive that sometimes it doesnt go well with certain foods...now there's one more added to the list...i had the 'mak zhuk tong shui' at about 9.30pm..knowing that my tummy likes to gimme problems at nite, so i had it as supper earlier so that i can go to bed on time but....it stil doesnt go along with my tummy....i feels bloated and ill when i go to bed around 11.30....couldnt sleep....so i got up to take medi hoping it may relief but stil...cant help even a bit....got up again to have some warm water...stil, couldnt help....i was so tired that i needed some sleep so badly...end up i only slept at 4am while my body can no longer stay up...

so baiscally i had about 5 hours sleep last nite...now im feeling very blur...came to work stil, since its Sunday today..its relaxing at work...took some rice for lunch, then taken medi..now resting...

p/s: i should've had Taufu Fa instead of Mak Zhuk. damn regret now.

annoyed

Monday Blue + Stress + noise pollution by a '38' is making me soooooo annoyed. Till i gotta close my door to minimize the noise. god damn it sometimes some ppl just cant keep their mouth shut huh? i wonder did anyone ever taught you to be less '38'. &%$#@

hate it here. *Sobs*